I’ve been really dragging my feet on writing this post because it’s meant reliving not only the amazing experiences I’ve had since landing here in Athens, but also the parts of it that have been very emotionally and mentally challenging.
One of my past anthropology professors, who was a very frank individual, would talk to our class about both the ups and the downs of his fieldwork; he would be very honest about having experienced some very dark periods as a result of the change in environment, culture, and personal routines.
I don’t particularly like labeling this as “culture shock” because I believe it’s a natural emotional progression. Feeling depressed, confused, lost, or alone in a new environment is simply human, not cultural.
Hearing a professor express these events made me think about what I could do to mentally prepare myself for the change of environment I would be experiencing when studying in Greece.
The funny thing is, I reached a point where I thought I wouldn’t be affected by the change. Because of course, I am the single individual who could overcome this human process — HA! As if!
So to be completely candid with those of you reading this, the first two or three days in Athens, were some of the most emotionally draining days I’ve had in months. I am saying this in the most honest way I can because I am not here to sugar coat reality, but rather to help others see the beauty in overcoming the challenges we face daily.
I am here to share with you both the peaks and valleys of my adventures.
While it took me a few days to adjust to the shocking realization that I would be out on my own in a completely new city, and new country, for four months, I did eventually find my footing with the love and support of my family, my closest friends, and the incredibly friendly staff at my abroad institution.
What I was struggling with most was this newly terrifying sense of independence. Not the freedom-inspiring sort, but the kind of independence that forces you to realize that you’re about to start the rest of your life, and it’s almost taking off without you! It’s a sense of responsibility and freedom that I feared I could not handle.
But I took a few risks, talked to a couple strangers, and visited some really amazing local shops on my own, until I finally started to feel at home. I’m even buying my own groceries — Greek groceries! And I have a favorite café with amazing owners that treat me like family.
Not only did I get settled in, but I also enjoyed a breath-taking weekend with my fellow classmates at the Delphi Archaeological site on Mount Parnassos.
Yup.
A real mountain. A lot of them, actually.
There are still a lot of realities I am trying to grasp. Change can be very intimidating and quite frightening, but the process of accepting life’s changes and standing up to your fears, is a very liberating experience.
I sincerely hope that as you follow my posts, and the peaks and valleys of my journey, you will be inspired to grab hold of your own challenges, and conquer them with confidence.
Good luck!